Abhyasi Name : T.V. Rao
Abhyasi Id: 60 Practicing
Since: 11th Jan 1995
Trainer’s Name: Pujya Sri K.C
Dates: 18th January 2008 to 20
Place: Nagaram, Near Bhadrachalam,
Mansarovar on 17th January at about
8.30 PM. A peculiar feeling of homecoming,
calmness was felt within during that night.
First two days
did our morning meditation in the house of Sri
Rama Rao garu and reached the mango farm around
Last day of
program and also on the day of departure
(January 21st) we went to nearby
river Kinnersani and did the morning mediation
on the banks of the river.
It was a
wonderful experience to mediate in the open
surroundings with cool atmosphere and natural
surroundings. Only chirping sounds of birds was
prevailing and no other noise (except internal
noise) was present.
We used to spend
time in that open, quiet and calm surroundings
till 6 PM daily.
The simplicity of
food habits has been quite comfortable and
really never bothered me during the period of
and attending to purification process, in open
place, felt ease in that new surroundings.
We used to retire
to bed after prayer at about 10.00 pm and to a
very great extent we have maintained the
silence. It is very difficult to recall and
explain how each day has passed without any
sensory inputs to the mind during the day and it
is quite peaceful and refreshing experience in
the presence of outside silence right from the
Predominant Thoughts and Feelings:
Felt extreme happiness being midst of
the wonderful creation of the God.
Contemplated on the objective of the
course, namely, to feel oneness with all forms and
also develop the capacity to live in natural
Thoughts have not disturbed me
continuously on all these days and to my surprise,
my nature of brooding of past, present or future
events (both personal and official) did not trouble
To a great extent I tried to ignore
thoughts all these days.
Last two days I had a disturbed sleep
with many dreams mostly related to past events.
Some of these incidents are sensuous, irritable and
attachment to relatives, friends, etc.,
I have a fear of snakes and to my
surprise though I have noticed a dry skin of snake
nearby my place, I totally forgot about my fear and
recollected again only when I am writing this
Felt a sense of determination to
orient as much as possible to the Master during the
day and felt the necessity to make a conscious
effort to implement the concept of “HE is the Doer,
am not”. (This small message I always keep at my
Felt silence and vastness of universe
and felt my insignificance whenever I looked into
At times, I felt as if I am part and
parcel of this vast external silence.
It was really my fortune to be given
this opportunity to participate in this program. I
feel that I am immensely benefited and I am very
happy with the outcome of this programme.
I sincerely offer my profound
gratitude to my Revered Guide Pujya Sri K.C.
Narayana Garu for giving me this opportunity and
Imperience for this wonderful and unique
experience. I also sincerely thank Sri Rama Rao
garu who has taken lot of pains in making our stay
comfortable during the period of this program.